Good morning Family. The one problem with Believers is that they have to be able to explain how things happen before they accept it. You need to learn to Accept The Unexplainable.
You can select your miracle, but only God can choose the method or means by which He sends it to you. Jesus used clay and spittle in the healing of the blind man. His methods are puzzling to the natural mind. Those who argue over the methods of God rarely receive the Miracles of God.
Reference Verse:
Isaiah 55:8-9 “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, saith the Lord. For as the Heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts.”